I've made a huge mistake.

How many times must I learn the painful lesson: never cut your own bangs.

What I secretly desire

1. to take a drawing class
2. to have at least an hour a day I can read a book for pleasure
3. a garden to devote myself to
4. to have the means and opportunity to learn how to cook unusual and delicious things
5. to go someplace amazing this summer
6. a boyfriend
7. a tv that isn't fuzzy
8. to take a photography class
9. a piano to play- maybe eventually I'd get better
10. to be a double major in film
11. to be better versed in literature, without having to write papers about it. Maybe a book club is the answer
12. to find a method of working out that I enjoy
13. to figure out what my exact interior decoration taste is and to incorporate it in my living conditions so that I will LOVE to come home to a loving living space
14. self-confidence I can rely on
15. one day a week that I can watch a movie without feeling guilty
16. to spend some significant time by the sea